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       Love me, kill me, fuck me, see me. Forever lost in your dreams I fall short to live up to your fantasies.

    Together our dreams collide, and together they all fall one by one.

    I'm so high I never want the night to end, the pills are wearing off, the alcohol is doing nothing, my baby is asleep, but the Doors movie plays in the background. 

    So  in Love but still I smoke, drink and take as many pills as I can to reach a higher consciousness! There is a deeper meaning i will stumble upon if it takes me to the other side to experience it.

    I would rather write all night, and watch the Doors, than go to bed knowing tomorrow is a another boring day full  of the sunlight blinding my eyes; anticipating the night and another trip so close to death.

Saturday, 26 March 2011

  • Tolerance

       Tolerance has made the pills ineffective to say the least. Alcohol isn't scratching the surface of my subconscious. I have fallen so far I know not what direction to go. Love means responsibility, emotionally I am weak, physically ill, and mentally unstable in many ways. There is a life out there destined for me, but I don't know how to find the way, so lost I hide in my own little world. She will see me for who I really am and she will leave. 

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    • Name: poetryoflife1971
    • Birthday: 10/19/1971
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    • Member Since: 2/12/2008

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  • pinkplayhouse
    Happy new years poetry can I get an add? :D web search engine optimization san diego
  • poetryoflife1971
    Still trying to figure out where to meet people, other than a bar, or churchs that have more to do with younger people and their needs. Walmart hasn't been promising, lol.
  • poetryoflife1971
    Wish I had someone to sit around and visit with. The weekends get a little boring; but I don't like bars and don't know where to meet people. Patience, patience, and more patience.